i learned how to make a few salads today and then made a couple on my own. i got it down other than having to make it look nice and i was pretty slow. oh god im terrified. what if i suck and don’t pick it up as easily as dishwashing. im so afraid of failing that i dont even want to try. but i want to be good sooo badly. it just makes me so anxious knowing someones paying for an expensive salad and me who only made her first salad tonight has to deliver to these peoples expectations.
