Jan 29th
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lost my favorite sweater probably left it on the bus
:,(

Jan 29th
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omg i wish, unfortunately there isnt a sexy bone in my body

Jan 29th
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getting paid to sit and watch people dance while dancing occasionally myself

(at a sweet sixteen birthday party, except all the girls looked old and the boys looked 12)

Jan 28th
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left my bag in jodys dads car

left my cheesecake at chases

put my palm into a giant direct flame by accident

everything sucks today and i haven’t slept enough

im wearing sweatpants for the rest of my life and i dont care if they make my butt look bad

my eyes are red from crying because my parents yelled at me 

my vadge is crying too (tears of blood)

watched paranormal activity 3 and now im not going to be able to go upstairs at work

Jan 27th
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had a dream that i embarrassed martha stuart by being extra slutty also got poo shoved into my mouth and started wiping my mouth on the grass. what a shit dream.

Jan 27th
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oh no getting drunk and listening to say hi, this is so bad. i want so badly that he return. and hopefully have a heart on my elbow for him.

oh my god him serenading ‘laundry’ to jody and i on his guitar privately, still tops the best moment of my whole life. i still cant help but smile about it.

Jan 23rd
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having something you always wanted
wanting something you always had

Jan 21st
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kottanbell:

tonight is exciting because it will be my first time going to mucho burrito

does anyone really understand how much i love tacos and burritos

nobody does

taco cravings keep me up at night

Jan 21st
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i learned how to make a few salads today and then made a couple on my own. i got it down other than having to make it look nice and i was pretty slow. oh god im terrified. what if i suck and don’t pick it up as easily as dishwashing. im so afraid of failing that i dont even want to try. but i want to be good sooo badly. it just makes me so anxious knowing someones paying for an expensive salad and me who only made her first salad tonight has to deliver to these peoples expectations.

Jan 19th
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i was in summer school and i had my first boyfriend we had been dating for four days i think. he brought me to his friends house and we were hanging out alone in the basement. it was pretty awkward cause i was the shyest little thing. he unbuttoned his pants and asked me if i wanted to touch it. it was the grossest thing i had ever laid eyes on in my whole life. the last thing i wanted to be doing was touching his dick, but i agreed to anyways. i just didn’t know how to say no. i think i held it for 5 minutes before i decided couldn’t do it and i was most likely a lesbo cause that shit was gross. i walked all the way back home from sunshine hills, freaking out at what i had just done. the next day at school i avoided him all day and ran away after school(i literally ran all the way home which is like a 45 min walk), by then we had broken up haha. after that i declared myself lesbo for a bit. boys were grossy.